GAB MEISTER

Love.

Forever… what does it mean to you?

There is this saying, “your wife (partner) will never really be your wife (partner) until the day you step into the coffin.” You’ll never know what will happen, until “death do us part”, then only, she is really your wife (partner).

Its 1.48 am. And I just came back home from NTU hostels. It was a parting shot between a couple whom we least thought would not last. The guy who was always was calm and composed fell apart and broke into tears before us for the first time. The sight of it really saddens me a lot.

Life is so fragile, much more so a relationship. Years of selfless love, care, effort, time, pain, struggles and all could all be written off in just a matter of days… or even 24 hours. Its really so heart wrenching to know that. That is why I always insist that we should not take each other for granted.

It really makes me wonder what is ahead…

I'm tired.

Here I am…

Been missing for quite awhile as there are just so many things bothering me. Since BSU days… planning routes, filling up forms, writing reports, ecetera… until now, buy books, meet new people, form groups, tutorials, project meetings… and driving and and and… every-other-thing-thats-mind-boggling… physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually taxing…

These few months seems to be exceptionally long… especially since September. I get tired easily nowadays. Always seem to have not enough sleep and all. And I’m starting to have headaches from time to time and getting more and more short tempered.

School started. Its the 3rd week already. Projects, tutorials. ROARRRS. Can’t keep up with it. Technically I’m only getting on with Business Finance and Business Law.

I’m starting to feel lost…

I’ve kind of seen through life… what does life have to it? Nothing. I just want to have fun everyday and don’t think about anything heavy. I’ll just do what I like, what I want. There are just so many things that cannot be said.

I just like things to be in its simplest form. Nothing uneccessary. But it just seems so hard to achieve.

I’m tired…

I'm 21 years less young.

Really lazy to blog these days, but I felt that I really gotta blog about this to give thanks thats due to everyone who deserves it.

What can I say?

In the beginning of this year, around february or march, I wanted to book a bungalow chalet for my birthday as I thought maybe I should do something bigger since its my 21st birthday celebration. I was glad that my uncle agreed to sponser the chalet rental and food catering. I tried to book chalet via the internet but it was too early as that only accept booking like 3 months before the actual date. So I waited…

When it was finally about 3 months before my birthday, around late june, I tried to book a chalet and later found out that it was being used to quarentine probable H1N1 patients, and they didn’t know how long the pandemic would last so it wasn’t open for any booking. And when it was finally available for public booking, most chalets were not available any more… So I wasn’t in the mood for anything already.

So after all the trouble I thought maybe I should just celebrate my birthday with my sweetheart… just the two of us over a dinner perhaps… because I wasn’t really in the mood for any form of big celebrations because everything just isn’t working out the way I intended it to be…

Then there was this period of time around late August to early September when my phone line was disrupted due to some payment issue, I had to use other people’s phone to contact Claudia… like Nicholas, Xian Wei, Mum, Ben, Cedric, Wei Qiang, Pastor… etc. So she managed to collect all their phone numbers…

Until like 2 weeks before my birthday. One day I called up my darling. I said maybe we should just do a lil bbq for my birthday. I thought maybe 5 to 10 people would be good. But she said “Don’t want lah. So sian…” So I was like thinking to myself… “Okay lor… Lets not do anything then since you also sian.” So I totally scrapped the idea.

It was few days until my birthday and I almost clean forgotten about it until my ex-ELDC friends was planning for a celebration dinner for me and Chun Aik. It was on a friday, 2 days before the actual thing. But then it was eventually cancelled.

Then it came saturday afternoon when I was at home… staring into the ceiling. I decided to call mum up. We chat for awhile and I decided to ask “Mum… Any plans?” she said “Oh, your birthday ah…” I was like “Hmm. You still you remember…” then she said “Later lah, see what time you free… we see how, maybe go eat or something.” then I said I can’t make it because I was meeting supposed to meet Claudia at Toa Payoh. So I said maybe we see how when I come back from KL… that would be belated birthday celebration…

I was kind of sad then… because nobody seemed to be interested at all.

I was only looking forward to what my friends had planned for me…

Randomness.

Was at Punggol Interchange thinking about random stuff, suddenly this thing came to my mind… about the business.

If we keep focusing on the limitations, we won’t be able to get anything done. We should just focus on trying to push and overcome all limitations.

Then after that I thought this logic also applies to relationship…

If we keep focusing on all the short coming, we won’t be able to love fully…

I’m sorry.

Funny.

thresca:

UNAVOIDABLE LAWS

1. Law of Mechanical Repair: After your hands become coated with grease, your nose will begin to itch or you will have to pee.

2. Law of the Workshop: Any tool, when dropped, will roll to the least accessible corner.

3. Law of probability: The probability of ‘being watched’ is directly proportional to the stupidity of your act.

4. Law of the Telephone: When you dial a wrong number, you never get a busy signal.

5. Law of the Alibi: If you tell the boss you were late for work because you had a flat tire, the very next morning or soon thereafter, you will have a flat tire.

6. Variation Law: If you change lines (or traffic lanes), the one you were in will start to move faster than the one you are in now. (Happens every time).

7. Bath Theorem: When the body is fully immersed in water or in the shower, the telephone rings.

8. Law of Close Encounters: The probability of meeting someone you know increases when you are with someone you do not want to be seen with.

9. Law of the Result: When you try to prove to someone that a machine won’t work, it will.

10. Law of Biomechanics: The severity of the itch is inversely proportional to the reach.

11. Theater Rule: At any event, the people whose seats are furthest from the aisle arrive last.

12. Law of Coffee: As soon as you sit down to a cup of hot coffee, your boss will ask you to do something, which will last until the coffee is cold.

13. Murphy’s Law of Lockers: If there are only two people in a locker room, they will have adjacent lockers.

14. Law of Dirty Rugs/Carpets: The chances of an open-faced jelly sandwich of landing face down on a floor covering are directly correlated to the newness, color and cost of the carpet/rug.

15. Law of Location: No matter where you go, there you are.

16. Law of Logical Argument: Anything is possible if you don’t know what you are talking about.

17. Brown’s Law: If the shoe fits, it’s ugly.

18. Oliver’s Law: A closed mouth gathers no feet.

19. Wilson’s Law: As soon as you find a product that you really like, they will stop making it.

Why is claudia so cute?

Tumbr-ing too!

Darling’s on Tumblr too!

exquisitemoments:

well well well, just joined tumblr and what can i say, yet to explore its functions but it’s kinda cool! :D

was distracted during studying and decides to sign up an account, so that explains why.

on the side note, exams will be over by tml!!!!!!!!